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2007-09-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

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hey blogger. thanks for all these 4 yrs ;')
cya there!

2007-09-29T11:53:00.000+08:00

I wonder wots and where went wrong.
but i do know i'm really gt affected by the modules i'm taking now.
composing music, reasoning, listening music even more.

especially when comes to composing.
i keep emphasizing kind of music that i want to create.

i keep thinking about it.
finding inspiration and-

it makes me wanting to understand myself even more.
i started to be aware to lots of things around, which i used to be last time.

how ironic.
people like stanley or even mr yusri hint/ask me a similar question sometimes ago.

but when i think abt it right now.
i'm kinda speechless.

for the moment.
i think im lost.

something i tot i understand.
but i realized it just the surface of it.
it all about under that surface.

"独来独去只想找到自己
而眞实的自己就是不能失去你"

2007-09-27T00:29:00.000+08:00

It’s such a funny sensation to be
so happy that you wanna die
Promises always were crazy to me
But never was I so surprised

Minutes are longer when we are apart
Your presence’s more than I can handle
It’s come to the point where
I wonder if I could ever be luckier

When suddenly I’m back at the core
Thinking of her who had you before
Were you as good
As good as we are
Do you remember?

Did you love her the way you love me?
Is there a chance that there might be
traces of her that you carry
under the surface?

Lend me your ears, I would like to confess
I’m doubting that you can be real
By your side wearing a beautiful dress
and celebrate how good it feels

Say that you love me, say that it’s true
I know that I want to believe you
But somehow silence speaks louder than words
I’m worried she’s still on your mind

Suddenly I’m back at the core
Thinking of her who had you before
Were you as good
As good as we are
Do you remember?
Did you love her the way you love me?
Is there a chance that there might be
traces of her that you carry
under the surface?

Mmm I know that I’m selfish
I know that it’s bad
I know, but it’s driving me mad
It’s driving me mad

Suddenly I’m back at the core
Thinking of her who had you before
Were you as good
As good as we are
Do you remember?

Did you love her the way you love me?
Is there a chance that there might be
traces of her that you carry
under the surface

under the surface...

i just love tis song so much. realli

2007-09-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

1stly,
tis entry is dedicate to all of u. whoever is readin this.

jus wanna tell ya guys,
im realli blessed in this life.

tho we know life is nvr a bed of rose
but still there're things sure keeps us goin on ;D

i had once lost faith with things i believe in.
however, friends proves to me they still exist.
and i can believe it once again!

oh hey,
im truley blessed
wif music
wif frends
wif loves (((((: !

specially for u guy (: !

When they push when they pull, tell me can you hold on
When they say you should change can you lift your head high and stay strong
Will you give up, give in, when your heart's crying out that it's wrong
Will you love you for you at the end of it all

Now, in life, there's gonna be times when you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurity seems to take control
We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval
We keep forgettin' that the one thing we should know is

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

The boy who wonders is he good enough for them
He's tryin' to please 'em all but he just never seems to fit in
Then there's the girl who thinks she'll never ever be good enough for him
She's tryin' to change and that's a game she'll never win

In life there's gonna be times when you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurity seems to take control
We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval
We keep forgettin' that the one thing we should know is

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

In the mirror is where she comes face to face with her fears
Her own reflection, now foreign to her after all these years
All of her life she has tried to be something besides herself
Now time has passed and she's ended up someone else with regret

What is it in us that makes us feel the need to keep pretending
Gotta let ourselves be

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

Don't wait, no more
Spread your wings and soar
Don't wait, no more
You can soar

So What you waiting for?
...Don't wait...

2007-09-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

"there's no way we can never take things for granted.
cos we are selective listeners. "

2007-09-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

truly a great start for this sem.
really was a hectic morning running up and down at the IThelpdesk and all.
gosh. i hope i actualli lost some weight fer tt lar.

classmates were realli friendly.
to be honest, i didnt really give my 100% attention in class.
cos i was busy fixing my laptop ):

there're more stuff to share but i can tell u personally if u are realli curious to know abt it. -grins-

-----------------------------------------------

well, on the way home todae..
i actually questioned hafiz smth like this :

when comes to relationship-
do u use ur mind to think someone who's suitable for you
or
do u follow ur heart and to be with that someone who gives u the feeling like the sense of security?

apparently, i tot i wld most probably go by my heart, that feeling tt someone gives me. and understand tt person well.

hafiz thinks another way if i'm not wrong.

ahahahahahahahaha. seriously, this is a tough question....

a penny of your tots.
feel free to share to share it in the taggie (:

2007-09-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

hello!

its like tmr gonna be the 1st dae of sem 2
just so happi to get a new laptop b4 tmr.
AMEN TO ALL.

just b4 tt.
im so blessed can.
i realli realli wanna thank to frends supportin me n all.
rpws concert, e24d class chalet, night cycling and work are totalli best things happened during this holidae.

oh oh!
i learnt how to cycle! finalli
n my legs are full of cuts n bruises..
im serious-

thanks to cpc n huici being there fer me
when i realli realli needed someone so much (:
uncountable thanks n <<3s'

as for the class chalet.
i was once again - drunk.
great, i dun dare to drink vodka animore. i swore.
n how lovely n nice to have classmates to tk care of me >.<
seriously, i do felt abit gulity abt it.
but realli thanks for takin care of me.
the most importantly to make tis class chalet so fun!

thanks everyone..
u guys realli made my holidae a best one!

okay. realli goin off now.
gonna be a hectic semester tis time around.

tk care everyone! ((:

2007-09-10T01:00:00.001+08:00

jus some random stuffs im thinkin now..

wish can turn back the time back the 8/9, 7pm

but i understand we cant.
tts y 'cherish' exist

<33 rpws

i noe how my heart feels tt moment.
but i dun wan the same old thing to happen.
therefore i have to keep it to myself.

still realli.
im happi fer now! :]

2007-09-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

this is smth tt i must blog about.

well this is nt my 1st performance.
but i just can answer u y i was *** ****** ****ing nervous!
sure is a dae i wont forget.

all those normal prac
were totalli fine n okay.
until todae. it almost scared the shit out of me.

n i wont realise
all of us had been practicing so hard since april.

ofcos most unforgetable moment and experience.
together with my beloved frends, section and bandmates :D

thanks for writtin the romaji lyrics last min >.< (sheerui!!!)
thanks for all those hugggggies when i was realli damn scared n nervous-!
ofcos thanks for times we sat down together as one band n prac together!

lastly frends who came down to support! oh yes n the gifts too!
muhaimin! hope u get well soon (:

2007-08-29T15:15:00.000+08:00

its nt tt im MIA or wot.
is just tt i dun have laptop to go online!

aniways. DO COME DOWN FER RPWS CONCERT on 8th SEPT.
TRCC, 7pm!

2007-08-21T14:29:00.001+08:00

i havin some slpin difficulties recently.
although i started to go bed earli
but it took me few hrs to realli gt into slp.

thank god holidaes are comin.
the up comin rpws band concert gts me kinda worried.
well, but i know it will eventually be alright.

but i realli hope my classmates and frends in rp can attend tis concert.
y? cos the onli time i feel gd n all is when im on the stage as a musician or artist.
n i will give my 100% for the audenice.

oh no. im seriously nt gettin gd rest.
sigh.

2007-08-14T02:56:00.000+08:00

i can have a gd family
tt everyone supports each other.

i can have a gd family
if all of them tok to each other more.

i can have a gd family
if they bother to listen

y am i the youngest?
y am i the one who's always watchin all these goin on
n cant do anithing?

its makin me to feel tt im a burden to all them

oh man. i seriously cant slp.
i realli tried my best.

im sorry sandy.
i made ur eyes red again.

2007-08-08T03:24:00.000+08:00

sure i need time to breathe in more.

sometimes i dun understand y i feel that i have to tone down and keep stuff to myself.
maybe i jus dunnoe how to bring things upon my own.

aniways.
lots of things happening recently!

2 main things were RPWS 4th yr celebration
and Corrinne May concert! :]

it was realli great and i realli enjoyed.

gar meng claimed one of my fav corrinne may's song is cheesy!
he's mean.

right now, realli have to focus more on upcoming concert.
am some how worried abt it.

oh no. dun talk abt sch work now.
im already in the holidae mood!
i doin rubbish in class!
goin to get better job ASAP.

but nt forgetting doin all my hmwk and research.
i was havin a great time listenin to john
he was sharing abt his experience in his band
learnt alot of stuffs from him about local bands.

okay. K.O. already. i neeDa rest rest rest.

2007-08-02T01:41:00.000+08:00

its so funny now that I see.

it was then, my childhood fav cartoon brings back the feelin i always have.
hmm.
i nt too sure whether isit becos i askin myself too much as musician (wanna be)
i've been so disappointed abt myself nt able to put my emotions into music.

even if its nt abt music.
i still wanna at least feel smth inside.
is nt nice nt to able to feel anithing.

it makes u feel u're like livin a lie.

aniway. lesson learnt (:

2007-08-01T01:41:00.000+08:00

finalli! back here to blog.
well basicalli, i've been busy with lots of things.
the list seems forever endless.

its still the same thing tt im worried abt.
$.
my mom will starts to throw her temper at me. when bro doesnt give her allowance.
so dun think being the youngest is a gd thing.

went to see rhapsody recently.
glad there're so many improve in them.
i do have some tots abt them
however, due some reasons n personal experience
i have to think twice b4 i made ani decision for myself.

basicalli, i dyin of experience.
ok, enough say.
let gt down to the business.

ADRIAN WONG.
wants me to do some kind of chain entry ":/

so here u go :

Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird habits or little known things about yourself.People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird or little known facts about yourself as well as state this rules clearly.At the end, you must choose 6 people to tag and list their names. NO TAG BACKS.

1. music is a must in my life!
2. i'm a "homesick" person
3. i dun dare to go to sch wif out make up ( at least put on light make up!) unless im havin camp in sch.
4. i stolen a pencil when i was in k1
5. i wished i was a boy when i was in sec sch.
6. i realli believed my mom tt she picked up me frm the garbage
7. i sing real loud when im bathing. i gt scolded from one of the neighbours once. she actualli shouted back to me. lol
8. i still kinda blame my family frm stoppin me to learn piano when i was small.
9. i went crazy over f4 n sailor moon before! oh no!
10. i once felt v proud of myself when i was taller than the boys in my class.

n lastly the lucky 6 who have to do tis next are...

1. aizat.
2. cpc.
3. weishi.
4. sj
5. hirda
6. gar meng.

2007-07-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

u just cant help angry wif urself
when u told urself to try again n again.
but u still failed in the end.

i told song ming before tt night on the bus while goin home
but i cldnt recall wot he told me after that.

oh no.
i went to check my yr 1 result for cognitive
tts my best module among all.
when i think back my performance right now..

i wonder where and wot went wrong ;/
seriously.

2007-07-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

oh no.
im becomin some kind of workaholic-er
due to the fact tt i needa 200 cash every month.

so recently i worked at candy empire and funan IT mall (selling laptops )
ho ho ho. hard to believe rite.

however, i still prefer workin at funan IT mall.
its so fun although it kinda sux standin fer hours tryin to convince customer to purchase those laptops.
aniways havta thank randehhh.
intro this job and help me.
those chim IT terms were drivin me nuts when custom questionin me

oh ya! saw song ming too!
ahahahahahah. shockin lar!

o well.
tmr got sch n UT.
stoppin here!

2007-07-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

no doubt that im feeling like a 3yr old daughter
sitting next to dad who just came home frm work. ha.

2007-07-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

i dun care my heart still feelin half dead.
but i gonna mark tis dae, tis night
a meaningful one - tt i will nvr forget.

yea. i'll remember. i will, i will.

2007-07-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

today, almost every member in my family kinda pissed me off.
its sad when v few of ur family members give u moral support.

i almost forgot the thing that im goin after is 'dream'

2007-07-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

basically, been busy celebrating people's birthday
and oh,
i see improvement in my studies!
how niceeeee

n DIE.
promised ang song ming that i'm gonna submit RJ on time.
but in the end, i broke the promise.
he's gonna hate me fer tt.

n sad.
he's leaving rp.
to be honest with, i'm impressed by his anlysis ability.
actually more than tt tho.
and even wanted to do PP on him :o

again. depressed.
probably, im having a bad uncontrollable mood swing.

2007-06-27T16:47:00.000+08:00

didnt go fer band prac ytd. ( sry hannah n sue! )
already were suffering durin ASM's lesson.
but still, wanna thank all the lovely and shaui classmates fer their TLC xD

feelin better right now.
but i was havin a hard time choose elective fer mahself
cos. there's no ensemble improvisation fer next sem ):
i bet cpc also feelin heart broken like me.

after thinkin fer entire afternoon.
i choose.........

Reasoning Through the Ages.

G208 Reasoning Through the Ages
This module is designed to equip students with the ideas, arguments and processes with which to approach the acquisition of knowledge and skills. By building on the foundation of G101 and especially G102, this module will also explore the perspective of how reasoning can take place in all disciplines and how to harness this in their individual disciplines. The module will focus on argumentation, logic, the history of ideas, scientific and philosophical reasoning as well as give opportunities for the students to test these reasoning skills in real life problems and situations.

looks pretty cool rite.
n i kinda interested in it.

oh. dun ask me y i didnt wan to choose STA elective.
-roll eyes- realli. dun ask.
sigh.

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p.s. thanks poh hong. fer being there ytd. hope u better (:

2007-06-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

hell!
even tho i got so much time to do other stuffs
but im jus lazy to change my layout

feeling so much better after restin one whole dae at home.
almost 2 box of tissue were used.

n finally i got the taste of singing and playin keyboard at the same time
its bloody hard n difficult!
is so different from jus singing alone.

but well at least i gt the gist of it
and also figuring out the chords.

am learning new stuffs.
YEA.

JOY.

okay. shall go to the bed.
goin to sch tmr.

oh no! is ang gou gou's lesson!

2007-06-24T01:56:00.000+08:00

so far.
my grades are fairly good.
;\

looks like there are more things to worri and bz for.

wot more can i say,
BUCK UP SANDEH.

2007-06-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

like oh no!
holidae mood shld be gone by now

after those shoppin, gathering and camp.
sure i enjoyed my holidae.
well. some how. apart those suay suay sickness i kena.

aha. uber singlish.
YES. speakin of tt.
o lvl exam is comin!

n tmr got UT too.
holy crap!

2007-06-13T22:08:00.000+08:00

jus wanna say smth out.
i already lost my sense of belongin for some stuffs.
so y bother.
once u were there since few yrs ago.
the pple still see u as the same.
at least i noe. i can be forgotten.
tho it kinda breaks my heart.
so yea.
i will still be prefectly fine :]

2007-06-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

noo. wots wrong wif my stomach.
zzz.

i runnin all out of nutrition so badly.

aniways. im bz wif some kind of music makin.

tryin to dig out some or rather pbl on things from the my husband.

oh. i plannin to change my blog to either livejournal/wordpress.

what do u think?

i no time to maintain the site -_-

2007-06-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

1st of all. i would like to

THANK TO THOSE PPLE WHO CAME DOWN TO SWSY CONCERT! (: (:

and the gifts too (x

meanwhile.
i shall stay at home these daes to rest.
can u believe it.
i fall str8 sick after concert.

geez.
lols.

wots next is BAND CAMP.

2007-06-07T01:33:00.000+08:00

MY ~~BOYFRIEND~~ HUSBAND AND I (:(:(:(:

2007-06-06T01:54:00.000+08:00

LESSON LEARNED.
NVR DO RESEARCH ABOUT HONOR KILLING AROUND TIS HR.

-honor killing?

go wiki urself.
maybe try doing so durin 12 midnight.

*proof*

2007-06-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

yes.its been awhile.
(:

after slpin fer 14 hrs.
well, its 1st dae of holidae after ;D

budden again, tis holidae my aim is to prac hard for my concert on 9th june.
next will be planning well for my section during this band camp.
finally goin to get my keyboard soon!
but b4 that i shall gonna clean up my super-mega-ultimate messy room.
im so gonna love my keyboard (:

oh. so mani things i wanna do tis holidae.
rahhh.
2 wks onli.

2007-05-24T01:45:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOO

o well.

2007-05-20T12:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 500th ENTRY!

i feel sooo much relief
after goin out wif these 2 of my crazy sistas in secondary sch daes.

i didnt noe aisiah still loves neo print so much
while i felt neoprint is gettin boring n childish.

budden again, who cares when u finalli can find time to spend wif them-
lol! aniway. i had lots of funnn wif them.

much love- ;)

2007-05-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

no no. things seem gd yet so bad.
i dunnoe wots wrong wif me anyway.

its like so much thing i wanna do for the things and friends i love.
sometime i feel tt i fail to do so.

so tis is stress. yes?
rahhhh-

thankew e24d.
esp during digital media module-
it stupid lar. just becos of a presentation.
tho i dunnoe why i felt tt way in the 1st place aniway.

spent whole nite till 3am to type an email.
tellin myself non-stop tt its worth it to do so.

but im nt happi with my performance todae.
daimen gimme a C as a warnin pls -_-

lastly,
pls do vote fer my frends for the exco thingy
edmund - tho he kinda **** n **** but believe me, hes willin to take up all tasks.
daida! desmond - he's a smart boy (: yes yes, i noe what im tokin.
hannah - my EX partner in band! she has been doin a great job in band. im serious-

done.
im tired. im dyin. i need more slps.
zzzzz.

2007-05-13T00:24:00.000+08:00

like finalli i can get to rest.
started to eat banana more. lol.
like hay, ytd during presentation i keep sneezin non stop.

no gd.

finalli todae im done with my PP research.
next. gonna email mentor fer appointment.

well, so mani thing goin on ahead.
sometimes i feel im one of those pple who've gt no life.

sometimes i seriously dunnoe wot im doin.
keep thinkin whether my effort isit worth it ornt?

shall nt think more beyond tt.
or nt i will lose confidence even more.
and same mistake will be repeated again.

geez.

im back on listenin to songs.
u noe i recently met one of my sec sch jr thru my classmate.
well, im glad he remb me as someone who loves to sing.

and last nite i just chat wif muhaimin on msn.
i told him i miss the feelin of singing.
the feelin tt u wanna sing on stage.

too bad. too mani place, like acapella is nt a place fer me.
maybe i shld return as a bath room singer.
xD

lol. see how lar.
o well.
lifes gettin abit borin.
in some way.

2007-05-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

now i noe y isit pple complainin abt spiderman3 movie.
cos plot is pretty random. well at least the action still there.
and i think the actor and actress did a great job.

had a great time wif my classmates.
n ya, poor pooh. hope u feel alright soon.

oh my, lookin at those yr1s comin in band.
makes me excited yet worried.
okok. on the part tt my period is comin anitime.
im feelin uber moody. esp at night.

thanks sj.
thanks fer listenin to me.
ya. been upset n angry wif myself lately.

i noe im nt suppose to do tt.
but i look at hannah chiongin..
together wif the committees bao shan bao hai - means coverin sea coverin mountain in hokkien.

okay. SANDY.
ur case is just some little fries.
chicken.

faster. period faster come!

2007-05-06T13:55:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

random-
aniways. down wif flu.
dunnoe gt it frm who.
either daimen or adrian.

p.s - hey hey. the quiz is meant fer pure entertainment.
is not measuring of friendship. slap urself if u think so ;x

2007-05-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

you noe how much i love about sakura ; cherry blossom (:

桜色舞うころ
When the cherryblossom colors flutter
by mika nakashima

When the cherryblossom colors flutter, I’m alone
Standing exhausted, I can’t cut off these feelings bottled up inside

When the color of new leaves shake, feelings overflow
I lost sight of everything and drifted towards you

The trees around us told us in silence
That we would both see:
People don’t have to be limited to one place

When the withering leaves change color, I am next to you
And as the passing days fade, our love changes

But please, let these trees
Protect these feelings
Silently rustling your leaves above us,
Just one more time..

Before long, the seasons will pass
And we will be taken somewhere else
But right now, there’s only one thing I know
Embrace me, silently

Covered by the snow, the feelings get lost
The footprints vanish, sounds disappear in vain

But please, let these trees
Protect these feelings
So that, frozen in eternity
We may live on here

The trees around us told us in silence
That we would both see:
People don’t have to be limited to one place

When the cherryblossom colors flutter, I’m alone
Savoring my thoughts of you

p.s. thanks to kevin. he intro tis song to me (:

2007-04-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

sudden uber stress.
aniways. one of my friend smsed me ytd.
he was feelin down n lost cos his club members told him tt hes too musically inclined to be involved with their music growth.

like hey, wth?
its a damn stupid or weird excuse/reason

to some people.
who can master a piece within one dae.
while fer me, sometime it tks me a longer time.

sometimes i feel the way he felt.
but. i seriously i noe tt im not musically inclined. jus tt i realli love music oh-so-much.
all i can do is to prac n work hard.
will u / are u lookin down on me cos i cant be as gd as u?

sudden uber stress strucked me so badly.

Deep in my heart there's a trembling question
Still I am sure that the answer gonna come somehow
Out there in the dark, there's a beckoning candle

And while I can think, while I can talk
While I can stand, while I can walk
While I can dream...

please let my dream come true.

2007-04-29T02:44:00.000+08:00

finalli! like wk end already.
aniways. i wanna blog more but jus lazy now.

okay. im a ultimate youtuber.
so ya. im off watchin lots of nice nice performances by the divas!
carri underwood! celine dion! kelly clarkson! Katharine mcPhee!
recent loves - younha!

2007-04-25T00:56:00.000+08:00

isit a taboo to have band prac next dae rite after the performance?

aniways.
nvr update fer ages. due to..

- i promised myself i must work hard fer 2nd yr.
- 2nd yr is pretty tough.
- band prac, band prac and more band prac.
- rj became a killer since last wk.
- more unexpected things waitin fer me.

jus one wk of the sch, im already brain dead.
can u imagine rest of the yr 2 and even yr 3?
oh my tian.

back the 1st sentence,
yes i think its a taboo.
something BAD, REALLI BAD jus happened.
-sandy's soul flyin around-

and THANKS PPLE AGAIN.
I WILL SLP MORE LTR ON.
loves!
(:

2007-04-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

THANKEW PPLE.
U NOE WHO U ARE (((:

jus hope everything goes well.
no prb. yes no prb.
RAH.
gonna be oh-so-bz again.

2007-04-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

how i wish my 2nd bro is in spore rite now.
i jus cant stop cryin when i put down the phone after tokin to him when rite now hes still in taiwan.

mom, wot makes u think im nt worried.
and do i look like i dun care my studies at all?

u're wrong. and it breaks my heart-

2007-04-14T15:34:00.000+08:00

still feelin tired.
rahh
wot more can i say

STA kill asses.
n we realli rock (:

till we meet again.
we gonna bring the house down fer sure!

\(*.*)/

2007-04-11T17:44:00.000+08:00

i still ended up consultin doctor.
blah blah.
nt to skipp meal.
more milk, more veggi, rest more.
lots of vit pills given.

zz

eh. SRYYY peeps tt i cldnt make it fer syf tis mornin -.-
seriously i wonder i actualli fall aslp in the toilet or fainted in the toilet.
cos i found myself lyin in the toilet.
all i remb was tt i was abt to brush my teeth.

blahs.
lets tok abt STA fop 2007 (:

reasons tt i signed up
im desprate fer CE PTS ):
i dun wan to deprive my campus/poly life.
gt sj n cpc company (:
meet more STA peeps. since i goin to yr 2 soon.
roar!

woah.
tis is my 1st time being a student leader fer a camp.

started off wif khalis.
called up all the student leaders to ton over nite b4 the actual camp starts.
but well we had lots of fun durin tt sundae nites xD

----------------------------------------------------------------------

at the beginning of the fop- the games n all were great.
cheer competition was a headache fer me.
cos im sux at cheer.
nvr realli cheer durin sch daes -_-

well as time passes.
our bunch of jrs realli gettin along pretty well
n i realli feel great abt it.

lols. aniways.
beside tkin care abt the kids :x
we also have great bondin among wif the others STA peeps.
like u noe, sit around in a circle, chit chattin n all
n ended up slpin around in rp. like outside e1 n library entrance there?

wot else?
movie, lols. okay alot of funni things happened.
slpin everywhere.

aha.
heres some photo of it (:

tis photo looks wrong. i think :x

6 parade xD !

okok. tmr still gt fop-
ROARRR.

2007-04-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

basicalli.
im too tired to blog.

COS MY BRAIN CANT THINK PROPERLY.

BUT STA FOP IS DAMN FUNNNNNNN.
(:

okok. i will blog abt it tmr or smth k.

2007-04-08T12:00:00.000+08:00

jus b4 im off to swsy prac
then ltr STA fop camp until wed.

let see wot can i blog abt....
okay nth much.
jus hope i dun fall sick can already.

lol.
its nt tt i wan such a weak body wan okay.

meanwhile.

enjoy my blog song.
its a nice number frm yuna ito (:

heres the translation :

Truth.

Let me stay with you
Why is it that we want it so much
Even though we hurt one another?
Don't you know my heart?
I couldn't even be myself
I just want a single love...

I want to believe in the miracles that we've encountered
And play a melody for you
Even if I were to lose everything
These memories would be forever
It's my truth

Believe in yourself
In the times when you fall, just kept on walking, wiping away the tears
Open up your heart
Up ahead in your memories, certainly there is a hope called tomorrow

Give me your loneliness
And I'll give you my tenderness
Don't forget about the dreams you had on that day
Even if we're apart, I'll always feel
Only you, in my heart
It's my truth

The scattered stars whisper
As they shine down on my lost heart
Meetings and partings, people search for them
One day, we'll be able to tie a strong bond between one another

It's alright to accept all of the sadness
From all around the world, if it's for you
And even if I'm left behind by all of the rest of the world
I'll still believe in your eyes
It's my truth

2007-04-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

im nt too sure im feelin sian or tired.
or maybe both.

but todae. i realli didnt wan to go home so earli.
realli.
cos i realli dun wan to go home.

sigh.

last time it felt alright to be alone.
rite now, im nt gettin use of it.
dae by dae.

wots wrong?

is this some of kind of disappointment too?

2007-04-07T01:08:00.000+08:00

sigh.
sob.

2007-04-05T21:56:00.000+08:00

it began wif me, again, left thing at home.
totalli wth,
when i was actualli the one gave pple mornin call
n ended up im the whos late.
!@#$%&^-

yes.
reached NeeSoon Camp n realised i left my wallet in sch -_-
>.>

sectional was great.
but it ended so fast pls -___-

aniways thanks fer notes which given to us, the guy with 40k flute. (40k flute! y u!!! >.<)

next dunnoe gt cheated by who
tellin me lunch come 1st b4 the performance.

well, lets tok abt the performance.
when our band is playin..
extra worries runnin everywhere in my mind.
keith sittin right in front of me?
COME ON i almost break down fer irish tune.
freaky-

it was also the 1st time i play the entire jupiter piece together wif the band.
tried my best to catch up

dunnoe how mani million of my soul flew out frm my bodi.

budden again, it was realli a great experience.
SAF BAND. thumbs up (x

n GREAT THING WAS.
ANDY WAS THERE xD!

ANDYYYYYY.

tis guy nvr fail to give me some kind of brotherly / fatherly love.
touchin my head n all-
n i feel like a little kid (x

(((((((((((x

he was frm swsy last time.
2yrs back
played together fer concert (:

look!
andy, 5d and i are inside the photo.
it was taken after swsy acs barker concert.

aha! lucky guy :X

sry weishi, i hope ur hp still in gd condition :|

oh ya,
to those of u, missed the chance to meet cpc's sis.
well here u go

heh.

OKAY.
im exhausted already.
aniways.
it realli a great dae.
its been a long time im feelin so happi. serious.

n ya! thankew fer tastin the cheesecake (x
tho it didnt taste some how tt gd.
(((((((((((((((((((((:

blissssss-

2007-04-04T14:28:00.000+08:00

CHHEEESSEE CAKE.

-off to kitchen-

2007-04-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

((:
chattin on msn wif 5d.
ahah! tis is funni
still rembs when i jus joined swsy.
5d always sittin beside me.

i remb his fed up look
when i kept playin wrong notes.
cant blend in wif him.
you noe how guilty i was >.<

haha. well.
even now must keep on prac!
roarrrrr.

tmr plan,
go down to acer.
go town.
exercise.
n _______________. fill in the blanks (:

yay.

continue tokin to 5d ((:

2007-04-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

jus by sittin on the chair n do nth fer less than 5 min.
i can str8 away fall aslp.
EXHAUSTED!

left jus one wk to do wadever i wan.
cos next wk i gonna be so bz pls.

SHOPPIN?
faster bk me!

okok.
i goin to bath n slp already.

reachin fer the restart button.
roarr.

lastly...

(((:

2007-04-01T02:08:00.000+08:00

so tirin.
came back frm sws chalet.
its pretty okay.
but too bad i was feelin slpy.
guess mostly becos of ytd's fop.

gt to noe more abt the seniors in sws main.
n i found out rasull can eat actualli alot. ALOT, and i mean it.
even on the way back, he still eatin in the taxi.
o.o

tok abt the concert pieces tt the youth band playin.
seriously, as he told me abt mr tan's plan.
i already feelin damn stress.

i guess it stressful than comin saf exchange,
if i cant even make it fer saf band exchange..
dun think abt playin fer swsy concert.

oh god! they included EARTH fer the concert.
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

sadly i cldnt stay over nite wif melvin n rest.
doesnt matter lar.
still seein them durin prac.

my,
y the nite seems long than usual.

-------------------------------------

now close ur eyes
n listen to tis song.

Angel

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

2007-03-31T02:02:00.000+08:00

realli ve gt no idea how to start

1st thing 1st,
i realli exhausted nt jus frm FOP trainin
and also catchin acapella performance.

yupp. i went to support my acapella peeps.
i miss them x(

lols. durin performance.
thankfully hao ren n ronnie were there to entertain me
other wise i wld have fall aslp or smth.
it was so damn funni lar.
lolololol.

oh yes yes.
dun forget abt FOP trainin.
it was realli great. well seriously im nt the onli feelin tired.
after all those dancin. cheerin, shoutin! walkin n all.
oh my. drained!

im doin my best u noe.
realli.
tell me u are also.
at least im nt alone.
its nt a one-man-show

thankew cpc! (:

2007-03-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

i tot todae gonna be another bad dae fer me
cos it started realli bad.
plus i fall down on my way to band prac.

but but but.
todae rpws band prac was realli realli great.
n plus its so nice to see some familiar faces like brenden, brandon n 5d (:
esp 5d. sure i miss him alot-
n! the 3rd clarinet guy looks cute (:
motivate me even more. LOL.
oh pls. im a ger can.

too bad xing hui cant play wif the band.
hes bz workin.
fer sch fees n all.

seriously its so weird tt pple callin him spencer -.-

maybe becos i've been callin him xing hui all these.. 3,4 yrs?

---------------------------------------------------------

well,
i feelin so much better.
thanks sj (: thanks thanks.
tho i still feelin littttttttle bit discouraged in some way.
i will detach tt feelin away soon.

thanks rpws (:
at least u givin me a reason to work hard.
n tts one of my home.

at least i noe. its all worth it. realli-

those unknown answers.
time will tell me in future.

"I don’t care why, the only way to win is to risk it all
Not be afraid to fall "

2007-03-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

weishi weishi.
were u realli shocked tt time
wif all the things i said to u when we were headin back to chalet frm the beach?
or isit becos i dun look like those kind person who will say all these words?

rawr.

signed up fer 2 FOP.
one of them is STA itself. our very own FOP.
another wan which is under OSG.

some more is like
held together within one wk.
last wk of our holidae-

sigh.

i jus broke my nail polish.
gonna clean the glass pieces n all.

nt my dae again.
wots goin on?

2007-03-28T02:07:00.000+08:00

daddy!
u noe im a greedy ger.
if u're here. i think i will give u a great great GREAT headache.
cos i will pester u fer lots of Tender Lovin Care which u owe me so long ago.

but dad do u blame me tt im too weak?
gee.

jus switched on my ps2
playin ff12.
was goin to have a fight wif the boss.
but dunnoe y, i saved my game instead
n switched off.

chicken.
im off to bed.

2007-03-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

neck is slightly better.
still kinda hurts tho.

aniways thanks gerg n weishi (:

went back greenridge wif muhaimin.
didnt noe todae was sectional thur out.
tryin my best to teach them how to listen n blend in well.
im sooooooooo glad tt melissa n angie put in effort.

oh jac n kaitee also went back too.

nth much lar.
went to bt panjang plaza n shopp around wif muhaimin-
n i bought final fantasy 12 game.
yayness (:

sadly i dun have much appetite todae.
wastin food.

oh.
recently i started to listen to angela aki's song

at 1st i wonder y pple like her songs so much
cos her vocal range isnt tt amazing, honestly.

but when i listen to one of her song "home"
esp right now, the down mood im havin.
i think i can feel smth frm her song.

translation of her "home" (:

Back when I was tied to this simple little town
With a delicate thread
When I looked up to it, the sky would
Reflect images of a far off world

How long will it be before
I leave this small little place behind?

Home is calling
Even now, my home town gently resounds within my heart
On dreamless nights colored with loneliness
I'm calling out to you

In entrusting my dreams to the city sky
I'm sacrificing my heart
Love and ambition don't go well together
Everyone wanders about

Those honest and simple days
For some reason, I think fondly of them

Home is calling
My home town
I want to see the faces of the people who constantly
Loved me there, once more
Homesick, I'm calling out to you

When I gently opened the curtain between
The past and present
The light that spilled from a crack in the sky
Shone down on the changing times

Home is calling
Even now, my home town gently resounds within my heart
I don't know how to stay in one place
Even if I give myself to my desires
On dreamless nights colored with loneliness
I'm calling out to you
Home is always calling out my name
On dreamless nights colored with loneliness

I'm calling out to you
I'm calling out to my home town

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angela_Aki

if onli i can feel as if im home when i see u.
dun bring back things tt i've detached.

lost of words.
BYE.

switchin to game mode.
IM OFF TO PLAY FF12.

p.s. thanks muhaimin! hopefully, u noe. hahaha yupp (:

2007-03-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

was readin my frend, christopher, his blog entry.
haha!
he actualli went back his pri sch n teach.

tis is wot how he n his students communicates-

Students: Teacher !! Got Girlfriend ??
Him: No...
Students: Orrh Horr! Teacher's Gay!! haha.. u gay u gay u gay
Him: Okay, i've a girlfriend
Students: Orrhh Horr! Teacher Pervert !! Pervert Pervert Pervert

n i think theres a blog
i think u pple MUST check out.

http://www.laozhabor.blogspot.com/

enjoy (:

hurrrrr. boredem ):
makes me feel so retarded even more.
i need a bk to read.
AHEMMMMMMMM. BOOK. NOVEL, u noe (:

cos. im gettin tired.
some kind of tiredness tt slp doesnt realli can cure

2007-03-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

i went back to greenridge!
change another new conductor.
band become bigger.

my dearest n beloved jr didnt throw away the old mallet tt i've used durin syf (:

so.
im goin back again on mon.

u noe.
i dun realli have sweet memories durin my sec sch band daes.
or rather have more heartache impact.

jus tt,
tis band i jus cant bare to leave alone totally-
maybe this was the place tt changed my life so much.

seriously,
if i nvr gt the chance to touch the flute.
i dunnoe where my passion fer music shld head to.

ALIGHT.
i bought sun yan zi new album le-

if u didnt noe.
im actualli also a big fan of stefani sun yan zi (:
she's one of the artist who inspired me to sing ;D

--------------------------------------------

aniway.
sick n tired of boredem?
i can intro some type cool stuff to u
to kill time.
better than those pple who's sooo gameaholic rite now.
opps.

here goes-

the oringial (:

becomes....

wahas.
jus happen to hop on to one of my fav blogger's post.
cpc sj n i tt time happen to read it together.
while we chao-in away frm wkshop (:

cool huh?

watch out.
if next time anione of u piss me off
i think i will do tt to u.
RAWRROAR.

2007-03-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

gonna bz.
So so so so bz. seriously.
over these 2 wks or all the way when sch starts.

omg?

hoho, gt the syf list.
dearest greenridge symphony band will be judge on 12th april
shall go back to sec sch tmr.

FOP comin.
more band pracs.
i think i wanna help my sec sch band too.
do catch up wif frends.
spend time wif myself n family.
AND I CANT WAIT FER STEFANI'S NEW ABLUM.

so mani things is comin up!

im so excited.
im so worried.
im so scared.

wots waitin fer me in front?
can u understand my feelin rite now?

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

aniway,
havin some chat wif my deary flute section.
hope orange have a safe trip-
(:

sarah mentioned tis durin convo.
"the more time u spend together the more you will be and look like one another."

there gonna be more times tt im nt by ur side.
so hey, will u think of me?

2007-03-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

sunrise. speakin of tt.
didnt manage to catch the sunrise durin chalet.
cos the sky was too cloudy.

yupyupp
im back frm chalet.

last nite of the chalet.
while tryin my best to stay in a weird position.
was reflectin on lots of thing.

my tots fer a band.
n the pple there.

after tt. i dunnoe why
i tot of the time
most of us gonna go on our own seperate ways.
well, i will treat it as all kinds of warnin fer myself.

funni aint it?
maybe im afraid theres an answer.
tts y sometimes i question myself n answer back to myself.

now i have to blame myself
of being coward.

-----------------------------------------------

tt moment.
magic still lingers around,
flowin in the air.
smth makin me so hard to open my eyes.

tryin hard to go against tt light,
but all i saw was tears.

i dun wan to push it animore.
face it n embrace it.

the warmth within.

n tis feelin is jus like
the moment when the sun has jus rised.

"future is fear when unknown, but its joy when its clear"

-frm watchin goong s (:

-----------------------------

反复证明这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑
忍住疲惫

一直就在我身旁
感觉爱存在的地方

感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

sry no translation (:

2007-03-19T10:55:00.000+08:00

until ytd while was havin dinner wif mel n rest after swsy prac.
they told me sundae's actualli st james's gay nite............

no no no.
is nt i detest gay.
i pretty okay wif them.
is u noe. fer me if i go fer gay nite.
is kinda weird lar.

aniways.
i go there also like hmm.
johann was the poor thing.
lol. i saw his pathetic facial expression

kk. i stop tokin abt tis.
leave it fer chalet to share xD

ya. I WILL BE OFF FER CHALET.
comin back tis web.

so so.
ya. i havent pack my stuffs yet ;\

LOL.
i blog more when i come back folks!
xD

2007-03-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

i wonder whether isit medicine is causin side effect or wot.
cos i feelin unusual weak.
when i tend to focus i will feel kinda giddy.

jus hope i wont have to go toilet nonstop.
tts all i asked fer >.<
i dun wan stuck in the bed rm while others are havin fun >.>

okok.
sorry i have to delay some special entery.

aniways.
todaes sws com wks was realli realli GREAT ^^

thanks fer comin sahilah! (:

yup, i was bz helpin out b4 the concert
wif the rest of swsy peeps.
ahaha, n beiyi's back frm shaghai! (x

n ya. i did smth pretty weird b4 the concert.
lols. thanks to the sws president :x

love them to bites (:
ever since frm 3,4 yrs ago
they saw me cryin
saw me smilin
n they've been tkin gd care of me-

love grows (((((:
still growin'

2007-03-15T09:11:00.001+08:00

ytd was pretty tirin.
brought sj to poly clinic
was already v tirin :x
but well, it worths (:

chao-ed wkshop.
slacked at the canteen.

meet up wif desmond n rudi
fer dinner (:
n it was great-

rite now still feelin feverish
and stomach nt feelin well.

sigh.
y i've gt such a fragile body,
even fragile heart?

aniways.
thanks bev n sj.
feelin soooooo much better tokin to u gers (:

用我最大的决心
要自己
爱了放了没有恐惧

我一个人也可以很ok (:

2007-03-14T00:31:00.000+08:00

$$$$ = :DDDDD !

YES.

but but. control me pple.
i bet i can spend it within one dae -.-

hoepfully i try my best nt to ask $$ frm my family at least 2 wks.

meetin desmond, rudi n hopefully candice too!
ya fer dinner. didnt seen them fer long time.

EH. callin fer my shoppin mates!
FRI we go around n shop or smth (:
maybe gt stuffs we needed fer chalet too.

o ya.
i think my kidish behavour run abit out of control durin band prac.
sry mr yusri.

i cant deny
sometimes sayin simple words to someone whos close to our heart its so diffcult.
n these simple words do wonders.

like u did smth wrong unintentionally
no matter how hard u tired by sayin random things.
but all they've been waitin fer was jus one 'sry'
and its frm ur heart.

n mom,
i love you.
i hope u love me too

sometimes all i needed was jus a little small encouragement.
frm you, you n you x 100000

since u needed tt too.
lets learn to encourage one n another then (:

2007-03-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

She's so lucky/she's a star/but she cry, cry cries/in her lonely heart," Britney Spears sang in her 2000 hit "Lucky."

At the time, it seemed like a hollow complaint. The 19-year-old beauty was on top of the pop world, with two hit albums and a devoted Justin Timberlake.

Seven years later, those lyrics seem much more relevant as the once-bubbly Brit struggles with a panoply of personal problems and a stalled career. The world is left wondering: What was responsible for this breakdown, and can it be fixed?

"You have a woman whose life is in extraordinary disarray. She's had two recent children, a divorce, a stressful lifestyle," says Drew "Dr. Drew" Pinsky, an addiction specialist and personality on the Discovery Health Channel. "I don't know what the status of her friend relationships is; she seems to have none."

Is her loneliness killing her, as she sang in her 1998 breakout single "… Baby One More Time"?

i noe im slow
but i dun get it.
wots goin on wif britney?

she shaved blad.
wots next? :/

if she becomes like the way she use to be last time.
n be a gd mother...

come on britney.
gt goin!

2007-03-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

YAY.
i bought my dress (: !
but im tired. i need my beauty slp.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2007-03-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

gonna club soon.
jamie askin me on the fri.
sure i miss her alot (:
tis time better wear long sleeves.

melvin askin me too.
next sundae.

im nt chiongster but wot else can i do.
i jus wanna release my tension.

come on, dun make me a sadder person.
aniways i cant drink alot too. so yea.

wahh. gonna be so bz.

catch up n more catch up (x

how abt chili?

aniway. gt my tix fer com wks le
EH PPLE. GO PLS.
is tis comin sat evenin.
pls gooooooooo. pls.

workin in few hrs time.

have to work.
still gotta pay fer my practical exam fee.
oh man.

sometimes i am afraid of having no one to rely on.
sometimes i needed someone badly.
but i dun ever want to be unable to take care of myself.
Independence.
irony.

2007-03-11T11:14:00.000+08:00

ouch.
its a gd dae i realli look forward to.
but it started tis way.

im nt thinkin too much but
sometimes i wonder my mom realli loves me.
or she sees me as a responsibility tt she have to look after me.

its kinda embarrassing tt i have pretend to slp
n use my pillow cover my cryin face.

i noe i can be a burden
but i wan to noe whether she loves me ornt.

ornt i have lesser season to explain to myself
"tt y does my heart keep on beatin?"

2007-03-11T01:06:00.000+08:00

went down to uniSIM.
jus company gar meng to look around there.

like woah.
attended the tok there
n i wasnt payin full attention (:

cos was thinkin abt my future career,
so unsure.

but hey.
jus settle my o lvl eng n my poly diploma 1st la hor.

cant wait fer my pay to bank in to my acc.
COS I SAW A DRESS N I REALLI LIKE IT.
i reserved. @ central. a new shoppin centre (:

was plannin to buy mitch albom bk, "fer one more dae".
but it cost 30 bux ++ !
so maybe buyin "the 5 pple u meet in heaven".

i wanna buy shoes. i wanna buy ear piece fer my hp.
i wanna buy....
ARGH. i jus gt 106 bux onli man!

but who cares.
(:
so anione wanna go shoppin wif me next wk (: ?

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another point of randomness.
saw my frend's nick
it says : pple usualli say we shld treasure things around us. but y usualli we start to treasure them when we've lost them? - am i treasured anyway ?

tts the feelin of something / someone always wif u.
n they leave wif out gd bye.

so hey finish ur unfinish.
b4 they're gone.

uber emo :/
well.

penny of ur tots?

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Well, my days went by at a dizzying pace

I was always running to and fro
And then before I even knew where I was
Off to dreamland I would go

But now I realize that a day of my life
Is the price I must pray for tomorrow
You have taught me to treasure every day
With its joy and its sorrow

You know that I'm the one who's always being swept away
Always torn apart
How I wish that there was something I could do for you

Simply from my heart
Darling, at the close of day
Silently for love we'll pray

Now night has finally come to the busy city sky
Where quietly the moon is shining down
On the paths of people hurrying home
She sheds her light all around

And in this heart of mine your love is shining down
It's lighting up my future and my past
That is the reason I'm living now

Treating each day as my last

And if you want to know the reason I'm crying, dear
It's 'cause I love you so
How I wish that there was something I could do for you
Just to let it show
Darling, at the close of day
Silently for love we'll pray

Now if you want to know the reason I'm crying, dear
It's 'cause I love you so
How I wish that there was something I could do for you
Just to let it show
Tomorrow's just a dream away
Close the curtain on today

2007-03-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

my mind is now in a bad stage.
so probably nt gonna blog much ;
but jus pretty sick tt thing keep repeatin itself.

kinda disappointed.
again.
neh neh.

sometimes i jus dunnoe wot i shld do.

sigh.

2007-03-08T11:39:00.000+08:00

RISE N SHINE.

oh yay.
i've been waited tis dae.
tt i dun need to set alarm to wake up
slp until i can automatically wake up on my own.

come on, u noe how much i love myself.

(:

n its so gd to listen to delta goodrem's "out of the blue" 1st thing in the mornin

(: (:

y i like delta goodrem so much?

cos she's a person i realli respect alot.
nt jus becos she gt the great talent in music.
can sing n write her own song.
but also how she face her destiny.

tho she started her singing career when she was 19.
her 1st single "born to try" was a great start.
she realli become v famous.

but she gt cancer at a very young age.

took her 1 and a half yr to fight wif cancer.
finalli she was back, wif the album "mistaken identity"

frm her songs in tt album like "out of the blue", "be strong", "last night on earth" etc.
can reflect all her feelin when she was down wif cancer.

her live performance @ japan music station - "flawed"

"together we are one" live @ common wealth game

aww. shes beautiful, isnt she? (:

2007-03-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

ya same thing again.
so much to blog abt.
since tis mornin till now.

hmm.

1. daespring is gettin fun! n gettin scary too.
2. IM SO TIRED.
3. when can i go fer facial n salon??
4. $$$$$$$$$$ ):
5. prac hard fer my flute pls. i sounded damn sucky ytd. n im nt happi wif myself
6. i havin slpin prb.
5. i think i almost drool jus now while i was slpin on the bus.
8. i jus realised theres a typo. lazy to press backspace.
9. i need to go gym.
10. feel pretty contented now. almost wif everything.

can lar shall stop here.

2007-03-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

SO MUCH TO BLOG ABT.

OKAY. CONGRATS TO PPLE POSTED TO THEIR DESIREE COURSE N SCH.

well. weiwei n shirley gonna be my jr!
lols. both in sonic arts.

but well. it gd u see.
liddat shirley can help me in flute.
since im pretty jia lart wan xD

yunus case.
yea. i've said out wot i wanna say.

then all i noe i very tired now.
realli. can melt.
okok. stop okay.

2007-03-05T21:21:00.000+08:00

i think my appetite realli lost to marcus -_-

okok. todae i meet up marcus fer lunch.
cos he wanted to treat me (: !
we ate at billy bomber.

i told him i didnt eat @ billy bomber b4.
he was actualli shocked when he heard it.

aniway.
i was havin a terrible time
tryin to finish the fish n chip.
its just. too mani or too big fer me
i mean the servin.

goodness.
i feel bad u noe. cos its like pple treatin me lunch
but i cant finish it -.-

gawddd. he was luffin at me while i was tryin to finish the food

n i was so glad tt i finalli finished the fish n chip

after the waitress cleared our plate.
n the waitress ask,

'mdm n sir, can i serve the dessert now?'

i mean u can imagine how i look like when i heard tt already.

but okay lar.
managed to finish the ice cream.
it was ben n jerry chocolate ice crem.
the chocolate inside is soooo chewy.

aiya. dun tok abt it already.
it was so scary can.

nth much ltr on.
jus accompany him to bugis street.
lookin out fer blazer jacket.

quit a number of jokes happened while we were shoppin around.

ya after tt i went to meet weishi
accompany to funa IT mall.

lalala. then she went off. i made appointment fer my facial.
tts all. kinda borin rite?

nvm. band prac resume tmr (: ! yay.

2007-03-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

bro cut off my net.
after awhile. gt connection frm linksys (: !

n was chattin wif adrian. tt si kuku
we were tokin abt findin job.

- - ` " ♫ , シ " op.SåŉDŷ - Ten million years ; Ten million Tears says:
i was think givin tuition to kids
-=Adrian - 颜嘉辉=- Shooting stars.. Have you seen one? (Letters from Iwo Jima is good) says:
OMG
-=Adrian - 颜嘉辉=- Shooting stars.. Have you seen one? (Letters from Iwo Jima is good) says:
u dun ruin their future hahahas
- - ` " ♫ , シ " op.SåŉDŷ - Ten million years ; Ten million Tears says:
....................................................

-_________-

and one more thing i have to blog abt is.
IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
my hair is gettin longer (: !

few peeps in swsy
realised abt my hair is growin LONGER xD

u pple. proud of me ornt? xD

2007-03-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

My Personality


Neuroticism	33
Extraversion	68
Openness To Experience	75
Agreeableness	73
Conscientiousness	46

You are sociable, outgoing, energetic, and lively. You prefer to be around people much of the time. Stressful and frustrating situations can sometimes be upsetting to you, but you are often able to get over these feelings and cope with these situations. Novelty, variety, and change spice up your life and make you a curious, imaginative, and creative person. You have a strong interest in others' needs and well-being. You are pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled.

Neuroticism

You are generally calm, although some situations can make you feel anxious or tense. You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry. You very rarely feel depressed and are usually in a good frame of mind. You are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.

Extraversion

You generally make friends easily enough although you mostly don't go out of your way to demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You like to speak out, take charge, and direct the activities of others. You are usually the leader in group activites. You lead a moderately paced life. You like some energetic activities, but also like to relax and take it easy. You enjoy some excitment and risk taking in your life. You experience a range of positive feelings, including happiness, enthusiasm, optimism, and joy.

Openness To Experience

You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You love beauty, both in art and in nature. Sometimes you become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. You have good access to and awareness of your own feelings. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. As a person who is open-minded to new and unusual ideas, you love to play with and think about ideas. You also like to debate intellectual issues and often enjoy riddles, puzzles and brain teasers. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity.

Agreeableness

You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. There are times when you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary, however you are mostly candid, frank and sincere. People find it moderately easy to relate to you. You will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up. You are mostly a compassionate person, however you prefer to make objective judgments when possible.

Conscientiousness

Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. You are a reasonably organized person and like to have a certain amount of routine in your life. Your sense of duty and obligation is average and although you are mostly responsible you can sometimes be unreliable. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done. You have a reasonable amount of will-power and are able to follow through on tasks that you feel you need to complete. You can be distracted however and have been known to procrastinate. You are not an overly cautious person. You will think about alternatives and consequences but make up your mind fairly quickly.

2007-03-04T01:27:00.000+08:00

i guess i must be tired out myself frm ytd.

well, finalli.
at least i've waited.
im kinda surprised by myself too.
to realise i've said smth tt i've been wanted to say.
plus i actualli said orderly wots on my mind n didnt screw up.

it last fer 7mths.
quite true i was some how runnin away frm yunus.
cos i was partly quite hurt by things he said.
plus he actualli shouted at me n all.
n dun wish to see him

blah blah.
wot more. i think i mostly forgot all of it i guess.
i've poor memory remb? (: no way better than huiling teh goldfish xD

however, i jus wanna thank pple who were there fer me.
bryan, kc and gar meng especiall.

not forgettin weiwei!
haha sure u helped alot ytd :D

yay yay (((:

right now
im loss of word.
dunnoe where to start.
to tell u my tots n feelin.

hmm. since tt way.
i shall jus random.

oh ya.
one of the misunderstood between me n yunus was tt.
he tot i've gt lots frends around. to depend n all.

but i told him back tt.
i do have lots of frends around.
tts jus a matter of socialising.
im sad to say,
i dun realli have mani friends realli n understand me v well.

ahh. i shall go deeper abt it.

hmm, i admit tt i have fear fer death.
nt as in me myself goin to die or wot.
its abt pple around us, like frend or family suddenly left.

it gives me some kind of chill in my heart.

back then. my gd frend/bandmate left
times when my mom said smth realli hurts me lots
when i actualli needed love the most.
n how i wished i have a complete family.

seems like i cldnt tk it tt kind of feelin last time.
tot of committin suicide. almost did. but
all i did was to wait fer the sun to rise again.

subconsciously
i told myself i dun wan die liddat.
along wif nth but onli sorrows.

n i have to agree wif morrie tt.
"Once you learn how to die, you learn how to live"

well. tts jus a gist of it.
dramatic ? ya i think so too :/

2007-03-03T03:15:00.000+08:00

Are you swimming upstream in oceans of blue?
Do you feel like you're sinking?
Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through?
Well I know what you're thinking
When you can't take it
You can make it
Sometime soon I know you'll see

Cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower
Whose colours have turned to shades of grey
Well hang on and be strong

We're taking each step one day at a time
You can't lose your spirit
Let live and let live, forget and forgive
It's all how you see it
And just remember keep it together
Don't you know you're never alone

No you're not defeated
And soon you'll be smiling once again
Then you won't have to feel it
Let it go with the wind
Time passes us by
And know that you're allowed to cry

- and my frends, tis is fer u n me.
anything frm the bottom of ur heart, they are priceless n precious to me.
realli.

2007-03-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

ARGH. i cant breathe.
my nose is totalli blocked.
fever again!

i've been coughin-
WOT ABT MY AUDITIOM TMR??

DAMMIT

forget it.
moodless to blog.

2007-03-01T19:14:00.000+08:00

lets tok abt ytd.

it started out that i tot i was gonna be late fer work.
sinnee n kaile already reached at tanjong pagar, capital tower waitin fer me n edmund.

after tt i msged edmund tt i was on my way at city hall.
n i actualli took the wrong direction of EWline
panic man. especially when i saw edmund's msg

it says : FASTER LAR. SINGAPORE GT HOW MANI CITY HALL.

i faster change another train n manage to gt to tanjong pagar.

after i reached tanjong pagar.
i was lookin for edmund.

the place was so damn crowded tt i've no choice but have to call him.

me : OEI. where u???
Edmund : #@%$#%^! control station la dumb.
me : im at the control station -.-
edmund : hmmm....??
me : wait. which station u at..
Edmund : OPPS.

oh. tt dumbass was actulli at tiong bahru

>.>

quickly rushed to our work place.
28th story
at capital tower.

basicalli. the job was jus usherin the guest fer CISCO (a big wiresless company) some kind cny occasion

smile here n there.

tt event was quite fun.
gt buffet, fortune tellin, speech, lucky draw, tele presence ( is jus some kind of video call wif hong kong actors)

haha. the food there was realli nice! YUM.
went to see the fortune teller.

its kinda shock to hear things abt myself.

hmmmmmmmm

n we met the hk actors thru video conference haha!
so cool man. i actualli tryin to use cantonese to communicate wif them.

the guy in the middle, is so charmin!

after went to eat dinner @ amk wif sinnee n edmund.
shopped around.

was realli tirin. tt by the time i reached.

i was already collapse.
oh thanks edmund btw.
fer sendin me home. poor him. have to wait fer his frend at bt panjang :/

it was rrealli a gd n fun experience.
7bux per hr leh!
haha.

2007-03-01T01:08:00.000+08:00

i update tmr.
havin cold, high fever and runny nose already.

2007-02-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

WAH.
i was havin freakin' hard time to get up frm my bed tis mornin.
my left arms, my arse, my legs, my FOOT are killin me.
i seem to be havin some minor prb walkin.
hope it will be alright by tmr. pls >.< cos i will be workin ): have to walk around n all.

havin slight cold actualli.
but right now i feelin much better already. slp alot todae.
watch GOONG S. yes GOONG S - se7en is so BLOODY cute *drool- read magazine.
recorded a demo.
n did a quiz.
saw it at adrian's blog.

ta-dah.
Get to know yourself better - click to tk the quiz

heres my result-

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

knowin myself.
hmm. i dun even noe abt myself.

2007-02-27T00:41:00.000+08:00

TOGETHER.

TO. GET. HER.

so- hey. go get her!
(:

alright-
in the mids of makin a new blog.
well, is a my own music blog.
however. sat audition come 1st!

erm. guys
mind lend ur ears n listen
gimme ur opinion okay ;(

2007-02-26T01:13:00.001+08:00

OMG.
y u pple playin wif tt comment thingy?
this is so so so
FUN CAN.

so i post n play wif it.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal.

here comes.
cos of the number 8.
so. there u go.

Aizat-
1. Some hellos. jus nice im lookin at ur 2007 resolution.
2. COOK FER US.
3. white!
4. u're a nice pillow
5. ur irc leavin msg. when u were abt to go fer operation.
6. beaver. nt frm the epic movie one tho.
7. how was ur feelin n wots on ur mind the nite b4 ur operation.

WeiWei
1. TALLYMONSTER. well as usual
2. nose job will ya? kiddin- dye some other hair color?
3. our current hair color (: GOLD.
4. cheekyness. lols.
5. UR NAME. 2004- durin swsy. the moment i found out ur name frm jolin
6. elf. animal, not?
7. wot've u been eatin tt makes u SO FREAKIN TALL.

WeiShi-
1. IDONTKNOW. IDONTKNOW. IDONTKNOW.
2. put braces! it will makes u ever prettier
3. Blue, pink
4. ur honesty (:
5. ur name- cos ur name reminds me of my pri sch close frend
6. wot more? dolpin.
7. KBOX n SHOPPIN. wot else man. lols.

SJ
1. beside in the name god, wots next?
2. EXTREM MAKE OVER.
3. blue and black-
4. u're a gd listener (:(:
5. when emu callin u geisha ;x
6. hamster
7. do u afraid of unexpected changes?

more to come!

2007-02-26T00:11:00.000+08:00

Y.
y suddenly. i feel like alot of things gonna happen.
its like im gonna bz soon.
n is so suddenly.
i almost gt some heart attack.
nt enough time to catch a breath.

worried.

smth tt i look forward the most is the gthigh audition.
nt jus abt able to get in ornt.

im kinda ashame abt myself. well as a musician-
few times tt i wanted to give up on music.
i tot of givin up on flute twice.
whereas singing. its abt singin out frm the bottom of my heart.
its the emotion tt keeps the technic to go on n better.

frankly to say.
im a person cant expression myself well.
it was then music.
i found myself in music.
n hopin pple will understand me thru music.

wifout music,
i guess im nobodi.

2007-02-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

oh oh.
HOORAY.

SEAN AND I PASSED FER THE 1st ROUND OF AUDITION.

oo. correction-
tis event im audition is nth to do wif mediacorp.
my bad.

aniways fer more detail CLICK HERE

seriously.
i wasnt well prepared.
can i say i was lucky or smth.

scary shit.
they tested on my harmony.

well doesnt matter fer now.
feelin glad already (:

2007-02-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

long bus ride.
listenin to mp3s.
nvr fail to make me think lots of things.
esp when i takin alone.
jus mani things-

be it negative tots or self-reflection.

there're 2 things i tot of todae, on my way home.
love n future.

smtimes it pretty tirin :
to love.
smtimes it makes u so happi.
smtimes it can realli pull u down to nowhere tt cant be exist in tis place.
smtimes i dunn even noe i shld continue ornt
yet, subconsciously, i will do smth.
cos i wan them to be happi in all ways.

my future.
let it be filled wif music.
im so inspired but im scared n afraid tt i hope i can remain tis way
jus like a kid refuse to grow up-
but if i dun try, i will nvr noe.

family and friends they were my life
i wasnt one for butterflies
but you give me love that i cant disguise
there will be times when we're apart
i want you to know you're in my heart

-delta goodrem, out of the blue

hmm. are we almost there?

2007-02-22T19:14:00.000+08:00

this is wot u call. the human beatbox.

awesome rite?
well.
how abt beatboxing + FLUTE???

YES. FREAKIN COOL RITE.
be my fans once im able to do xD
all thanks to candice.

oh man. i think i shld go prac my flute now.
-gulp-

2007-02-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

3rd time goin home late.
as in i reach home the dae after i go out.
aaaar. wadever.

ytd evening, went to my culture faci's house fer cny visitin'
i seriously envy and love patricia alot.
she has the mohterly love that i always wanted.
she've gt nice house, lovin family.
oh man oh man >.<

we went to geylang after.
dunnoe who came up wif the idea :/

we went to see pub and disco there.
its like. hmm compare to clubbin.
there are more uncles over there.
N MORE TECHNO.

oh yes. saw lots of pple***** , ******* and **************

real OUCH. once i stepped into disco.
wah. seriously cldnt take it.
dunnoe isit becos of the sound they are playin.
and i find the place too small.

so i actualli didnt stay in there.
was waitin fer the rest wif the 25% drunk edmund.
sittin at some coffee shop near by.

look. i mean jus look at it.

yea :/
next was sean.
he was high. i felt.
suddenly he toks alot. lols.

we ate dim sums
jus b4 we head home by sharin cab.
n i gt naggin frm mom when i reached home.

but well, jus once in awhile.

----------------------------------

n TODAE.
ITS ALL ABT SHOPPIN (:
BUT.

i onli bought a belt.
unlike someone -ahem-
bought tees, belt, jacket etc etc.
ATE PASTA MANIA.

sigh.
i cant wait to get my pay.

but damn.
i almost forgot tt i must save up for
my exams fee and new laptop.
boohoooooooo ):

$$$$$$$$$$$$$!

hey ws thanks for bringin' the rubber band.
tho i already bought it for myself.
thanks thanks (;

n dun gt quite upset wif ur mp3 player yea?
buy a better wan! yup :]

n hey. cheer up ppl.
yes yes.

adjustin adjustin.
adjustin my heart for the better.
i findin the best of myself. so im nt gonna stuck rite dere.

2007-02-20T01:40:00.000+08:00

i think sandy is a greedy person.

2007-02-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

i once told myself.
i've gt no right to jealous.

rite now.
i feel kinda hurt n sad.
jus becos of one word.
come on. tis sux-

but IM ANGRY NOW LAR.

am i too sensitive lately.

hoe.
HOE.

jus like tis lyrics on the youtube window below.
no, nt the song. its fake translation aniway.

i hope i dont bite u when i see u

2007-02-18T00:26:00.000+08:00

~~ROAR~~ OINK OINK.

HAPPI LUNAR NEW YR TO ALL-! (=

thanks fer the wishes thru sms, email, frendster, msn etc.

tho basically its a period of time tt i will eat alot;
slp alot and some how collect money. (:
o. i hope u pple gt lots of ang boh n lost the $$ to me after rounds of uno (x
lol. jokin.

speakin of which.
actualli i found abt tis tradition of stayin up late durin cny's eve.
cos we chinese, believe tt the longer u stay awake at nite ; the longer ur parents will live. so yea. credit to mac ads on tv. or else i wldnt noe abt it. wahas.

oo. i finalli gt back some of my VERY old cds frm marcus, one of my irc buddi those daes.
he owed me fer like 5 yrs?
n i also didnt seen him fer like 5 yrs too.
met him up todae. like woah, i cldnt recognise him.
he grown slimmer. n shorter - he claims tt. i also dunnoe.
cos im still the shortest la pls.

basicalli it was jus some catch up. yea after 5 yrs.
2007 - 5yrs = 2002.
like oh my. my my my.

summary : STUDY. is the onli thing u can find in his dictionary.
now i noe y i onli gt to see him online once in a erm. half yr.
n he remembers stuff i told him donkey yrs back. haha.
i cant seem to describe this feelin. but im realli happi abt it.

2002,
was such a gd yr fer me.

(:
same goes to 2007.
it will.

aww. thanks marcus!
u brought smth tts so important in me.

once again-
happi lunar new yr!

(:

ps : changed new blog song btw

2007-02-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

picture of the dae.

ouch ouch.
there go my feet n eyes.
oh father.

aniways slp since 4 or 5 pm after i reached home n took a shower.
woke up around 8pm. ate dinner.
and as usual. surfin net.
youtube. searchin music video, mp3s.
forum, bloggin, frendster, soundclick, myspace
yadda yadda yadda.

shall watch some drama on youtube.
dun have heros in my com. boohoo.
goong S episode 3 nt uploaded yet. ):):
so shall watch 花样少年少女!
dun ask me y. cos alot of pple are watchin.
n they say its funni n nice.

k. stoppin here.
tmr cny eve. bz bz.
my god. boring entry.

2007-02-13T08:19:00.000+08:00

as usual. edmund ALWAYS msg pple at the wrong time.
tis time, he gt me.
cos he gt my eyes so watery 1st thing in the morning.

aww. bastard.

didnt manage to update ytd.
well shall update now.

finalli sem 2 came to an end.
no more steppin back to w34g.

w34g, is fill wif lots of crazy pple.
w34g is a lovely class.

back then.
we held lots of events like,
- mid autum festival.
- bqq ( jus 1 mth after the start of sem 2 )
- halloween.
- ktv session ( both in class and outside)
- sentosa

hmm. i still remb during bbq @ west coast.
fer my whole entire life. i had nvr try climb those high spiderweb thingy.
tt nite. when i 1st saw sinnee climb to the top so fast.
it was then, she tot me how to climb.
actualli i realised it was painful fer the feet.
cos the rope is rough.
sinne was there to encourage me.

n hey, i finalli gt there at top.
together wif june, kaile.

those mornins.
our so called reunion breakfast.
gossipin. esp wif huisi on msn :x
tok abt clubbin, shoppin.
we event tok abt being a parents next time. lols.

erm disturb edmund's laptop wallpaper.
dina's clubbin n fahsion fever.
june's unbeatable voice.
sean's amazing acting skill.
etc etc etc.

not forgettin the smile n luffter u guys've gave (:
LOTS OF LURVES (:

tho recently,
emotional gt me so bad.
but i will do my best.

oh yes. thanks songlin, ws, sj, cpc, hafiz n aizat.
i will make tt the last time.

ROAR.
off i go.

2007-02-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

thanks ws (:

alright. health screen job is over.
its realli enjoyable i must say ;D
tho its just 2 saturdaes to us mostly.
wot more can i say? is fun fun fun :]

n im like so tired now?
after all the standin n shoppin.

shall rest well these few daes.
n carry on wif the job hunting.

n hey anione final fantasy 12 ps2 game and 'a beautiful mind' vcd?
LEND ME.

yea.

everythings gonna be alright
cos i've gt u (:

2007-02-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY.

HAPPY BDAE TO CANDICE ; SJ ; WEI WEI (:

SECONDLY.

congrats to pple who gt their o lvl result wif flyin colors.
cheer up to who didnt gt the result they want.
dun give up yea?

THIRDLY.

SRY XH, GARMENG, BRYAN, ALDWYN AND KC.

cldnt manage to attend ur concert.
im very sry.

lastly.

holidae's comin.
hows dat man?
i dunnoe wot to do.

2007-02-07T11:25:00.000+08:00

things to do during holidae :

- 1stly 1st. SPRING CLEANIN. especialli my messy bed room ):
- find job.
- shoppin- fer cny.
- prac flute
- expose more abt other band(?)
- goin back to sec sch.
- exercise more. to build up my physique
- meet up old frends.
- clubbin. but nt gonna club more than 3-5 times durin this holidae.
- chalet.
- chiong ps2 games n dramas.

.
.
.
n the list goes on.

4 more daes to go.
n yay. i finalli found lovers concerto entire OST.

(:

tk the challenges.
yes. wif an open heart. right? mr. fortune cookie?
i will. i will